Monday, February 22, 2010

In the tune of "I will follow you into the dark"

I cooked you food

Lit candles to set the mood

Even cleaned up just for you

Before, it was all fun

Now with some insight

I see how you are in real life

& baby it’s not right

For you to get used to all this


I share my bed at night & even more than that sometimes

I bake & wash your clothes & you eat all my rice

If you can’t see why this situation blows

Baby I draw the line at oreos


I wait for you

Patiently wait for you

To “quickly” leave my room

& somehow 6 hours have passed

You want my time

Every fucking minute of my time

But I need time that is just all mine

What is it that you don’t get?


I share my bed at night & even more than that sometimes

I bake & wash your clothes & you eat all my rice

If you can’t see why this situation blows

Baby I draw the line at oreos

Friday, February 12, 2010

One more thing while I'm still here..



God, it is bothering me so much that we aren't friends. I keep letting it slip my mind why, I mean, I know exactly why, but I wish it didn't happen like that. Things were so good (well, "so good" for not being together) before it all went down the drain. But I keep thinking about that second before it all went bad.. & I can't stop.

I wish that we were still talking =/
Even though, in real life, I know that would never work out. *sigh*

Taking a little break from cleaning my apartment.


I've been needing some "time to myself" lately. I don't know what my deal is, or even if there is a "deal". I think it's just because I'm coming from a long-distance relationship & we never really saw each other... to being with someone & seeing them every freakin' day. Gah, just the thought of it makes me feel like I'm suffocating. I mean, I like him, he's nice, but ohhhhhhh my god, too much, guy, TOO MUCH.

Sometimes I wish I could run away to a village of all women & cats. Maybe that's what I need, some freakin' estrogen power. No, not necessarily, now that I think about it. I think I just need other people that aren't him to hang out with.

Anyway! So cleaning! We love cleaning because it totally de-stresses (un-stresses? hm, both of those are not real words apparently.) you AND of course gives you a cleaner environment at the same time! Wow! What a deal! :D No, but really, I'm all for the stress relievers right now (ohhh, that's the word I was looking for!) stretching, yoga.. ok, maybe not ALL the stress relievers because there's no way in hell I'm going running or taking a walk or anything like that. I'm more of an indoors, in the comfort of my own home kind of person.

Oh! On a happier note, I think I'm going home this spring break! Oh my god, it's going to be SO amazing to go back home. I keep watching Grey's Anatomy for the clips of Seattle at the beginning, & Kim just sent me Love Happens (that I still need to watch) to help me get my Seattle fix. Gah, I'm just dying to walk around U-Village, & downtown Bellevue, & downtown Seattle, & ride the ferry, & see all my friends, & hug people I already know, & stare at the skyline... I can't wait.

Anyway, I'll leave it at that for now. Gotta get back to cleaning!