God, it is bothering me so much that we aren't friends. I keep letting it slip my mind why, I mean, I know exactly why, but I wish it didn't happen like that. Things were so good (well, "so good" for not being together) before it all went down the drain. But I keep thinking about that second before it all went bad.. & I can't stop.
I wish that we were still talking =/
Even though, in real life, I know that would never work out. *sigh*