Tuesday, April 14, 2009
God, I'm so unhappy.
The night is not a good time for me. & I don't ever remember crying so much. It's like every single night I break down for a little while. What is it that I'm not getting in my day? What is it that I'm in absolute unconscious need for? It just sucks. & it sucks when the only person you talk to doesn't really talk to you, isn't really there to help, & really has no idea.
I just constantly feel alone & I can't handle it.