I will not waste time.

So many big changes are about to happen. Just thinking about it all overwhelms me & fills me up with excitement, but at the same time with deep sadness. I'm leaving absolutely everything I know, everyone I love, everything safe. Everything. It scares me shitless but at the same time it's everything I want. A myriad of things I'm leaving behind.

But it's ok. Leaving everything I have for everything I want.. & everything I could/can/will be.

I've been waiting a very long time for this.